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SAT

Was easier than I thought it would be esp. Critical reading. 

I hope I don’t have to take that test ever again. 

Time to hope for a good score.

just watch in three weeks Collegeboard trolls me with a shit score

Well I guess this is my fault

I shoulda known the Japanese Storybook was due tomorrow. I would have worked on it over the weekend. But no, I thought I’d procrastinate. Here I am now studying for the Blue Planet final at 1 AM. -___- Oh well, atleast after tomorrow, I won’t do something so time consuming for a while. 

What can you possibly do when you reach rock bottom?

I can’t believe what I have done and how stupid I am. This is the stupidest thing that I have done in my life. Somehow my thoughts have jumbled up and I played a couple of wrong cards. I couldn’t fix the mistake. I’ve changed for the worse, the kind of worse that I promised myself that I wouldn’t become. I made sure I wouldn’t become this as a Freshman and a Sophomore and as Junior year started. It’s towards the end and I’ve hurt people. I didn’t think I had the capability of doing what I did. I don’t even know what I can do anymore. That’s it. GG. I’m a dumbass. I really don’t know what to do anymore, I CAN’T DO ANYTHING ANYMORE other than just sit there, and regret as much as I can. I have officially become an asshole. 

I Thought Studying For the Blue Planet/Planet Earth Final Would Be Torture

It really isn’t. This stuff is actually interesting. For someone as slow in Biology as I am, I finished two of the videos (not watching it, just reading the docs) in the past hour and read all of it. I’m not too sure about retaining 100% of the knowledge, but it was just as interesting reading it as it was watching the movie in class for the first time. Then again, I loved the ocean and the frozen seas parts, maybe that’s why it was actually fun. Anyways, I hope it continues to fascinate me.